Wednesday, December 09, 2009
im now doing my second posting and im still wishing i hadnt returned to malaysia.
what is wrong with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
at least, i regret for choosing HTAR. and im so jealous of my other friends in other hospitals.
sedih tau...........depressing..............
especially when just now, somebody actually told to my face: i think you are in the wrong hospital.
she herself studied in australia and did her housemanship in malaysia, somewhere NOT in HTAR and she said she really enjoyed herself.
babi laaaaaaaaaaaa..............
i told my friend about it, he said, "baru menyesal ke?"
me: tak............i keep denying it and today somebody actually pointed it out to me......
friend: oh, thats normal. mula mula you sedih, lepas tu denial, im sure lepas ni it will lead to anger. hahahahaha.......
me: hahahahaha.......bilalah i nak sampai bahagian acceptance ni.......
friend: bila you dah jadi MO.
wtf!!!!!!! thats a long way to go...............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*depress mode on*
i-lyn at 2:13 PM